{"id":100462,"date":"2016-12-18T18:43:52","date_gmt":"2016-12-18T17:43:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bigorski.org.mk\/?page_id=100462"},"modified":"2022-08-27T22:04:17","modified_gmt":"2022-08-27T21:04:17","slug":"perditshmeria-monastike","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/bigorski.org.mk\/sq\/perditshmeria-monastike\/","title":{"rendered":"P\u00ebrditshm\u00ebria monastike"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Murgu \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri q\u00eb nuk p\u00ebrzihet me njer\u00ebzit, por komunikon vazhdimisht me Zotin Nj\u00eb. Duke shikuar, shihet, duke dashur, \u00ebsht\u00eb i dashur; b\u00ebhet drit\u00eb, ndri\u00e7ohet n\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb pap\u00ebrshkrueshme. Kur b\u00ebhet i famsh\u00ebm larg, e konsideron veten m\u00eb t\u00eb varf\u00ebr dhe duke u afruar me t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, mbetet i huaj. Oh, nj\u00eb mrekulli, sa e pazakont\u00eb aq edhe e pashprehshme. Un\u00eb jam i varf\u00ebr p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb pasuris\u00eb sime t\u00eb pamas\u00eb dhe vler\u00ebsoj se nuk kam asgj\u00eb, dhe duke pasur shum\u00eb\u00e7ka, them se kam etje edhe me aq shum\u00eb uj\u00eb.
\n– Sh\u00ebn Simeoni Teologu i Ri<\/span><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

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Jeta n\u00eb manastirin \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb ikon\u00eb e jet\u00ebs engj\u00ebllore n\u00eb parajs\u00eb. Murgjit d\u00ebshirojn\u00eb nj\u00eb jet\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb dhe em\u00ebrtohen si sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor\u00eb t\u00eb rendit hyjnor, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb past\u00ebrtis\u00eb me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn i sh\u00ebrbejn\u00eb Trinis\u00eb s\u00eb Zotit. \u00c7do murg punon, mundohet dhe lufton me trup e me shpirt, dhe n\u00eb k\u00ebmbim merr qet\u00ebsin\u00eb e zemr\u00ebs. Ai sh\u00ebrben me shum\u00eb dashuri, lutet, k\u00ebndon, d\u00ebgjon fjal\u00ebt jet\u00ebdh\u00ebn\u00ebse t\u00eb psalmeve dhe ushqehet me Eukaristin\u00eb Hyjnore, Trupin e past\u00ebr dhe Gjakun e ndersh\u00ebm t\u00eb fjal\u00ebs s\u00eb mish\u00ebruar.<\/p>\n

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Jeta monastike n\u00eb manastirin e Bigorskit i n\u00ebnshtrohet nj\u00eb rregullore krishtare, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn a. Parthenij e mori at\u00eb si bekim nga Plaku i tij Georgij n\u00eb Sveta Gora. K\u00ebshtu, n\u00eb or\u00ebn e caktuar p\u00ebr sh\u00ebrbim, murgu i cili ka nj\u00eb detyrim t\u00eb till\u00eb, duke u rrotulluar rreth manastirit, i bie k\u00ebmban\u00ebs tri her\u00eb, n\u00eb nj\u00eb distanc\u00eb prej pes\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb minutash dhe m\u00eb n\u00eb fund, n\u00eb or\u00ebn 16, tingulli i kamban\u00ebs lajm\u00ebron fillimin e adhurimit t\u00eb mbr\u00ebmjes. Fillon n\u00eb or\u00ebn N\u00ebnt\u00eb, kur Zoti Jezu Krishti shijoi vdekjen dhe kur vjedh\u00ebsi b\u00ebri at\u00eb q\u00eb dinte m\u00eb s\u00eb miri – ai vodhi parajs\u00ebn, duke th\u00ebn\u00eb: “M\u00eb kujto, Zot…” dhe ishte i pari q\u00eb hyri n\u00eb mbret\u00ebrin\u00eb e qiejve.S\u00eb pari, murgjit adhurojn\u00eb ikonat e shenjta dhe z\u00ebn\u00eb vendet e tyre n\u00eb karriget e drurit (stasidi) t\u00eb cilat, si varre t\u00eb hapura, i pranojn\u00eb ata q\u00eb kan\u00eb zgjedhur jet\u00ebn n\u00eb kryq\u00ebzim. Menj\u00ebher\u00eb pas k\u00ebsaj d\u00ebgjohen vargjet nga psalmi p\u00ebr origjin\u00ebn e bot\u00ebs, duke sh\u00ebnuar fillimin e mbr\u00ebmjes.
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“Zot, un\u00eb t\u00eb th\u00ebrrita drejt Teje. M\u00eb d\u00ebgjo, Zot!”, sikur klithma e Adamit t\u00eb penduar t\u00eb jehonte k\u00ebtu p\u00ebrpara parajs\u00ebs s\u00eb humbur. Lutjet q\u00eb dalin nga zemrat e murgjve, adhuruesve dhe besimtar\u00ebve p\u00ebrzihen me k\u00ebndimin e psalmeve, duke k\u00ebrkuar ndihm\u00eb nga dora e m\u00ebshirshme e Zotit, N\u00ebn\u00ebs s\u00eb Zotit, engj\u00ebjve dhe shenjtor\u00ebve, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt nd\u00ebrmjet\u00ebsojn\u00eb p\u00ebr ata q\u00eb jan\u00eb n\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi shpirt\u00ebrore.<\/p>\n

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Pas sh\u00ebrbes\u00ebs s\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebt, murgjit mblidhen n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e ngr\u00ebnies, e cila \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb e ngjashme me nj\u00eb kish\u00eb, sepse ka afreske. Vendin kryesor n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e ngr\u00ebnies e z\u00eb abati, e pas tij t\u00eb gjith\u00eb murgjit me radh\u00eb. Tavolina (dreka dhe darka), edhe pse ka nj\u00ebfar\u00eb formaliteti, \u00ebsht\u00eb modeste. Murgjit n\u00eb manastirin asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk han\u00eb mish, nd\u00ebrsa n\u00eb dit\u00ebt e agj\u00ebrimit – t\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00ebn, t\u00eb m\u00ebrkur\u00ebn dhe t\u00eb premten, agj\u00ebrojn\u00eb pa vaj. Gjat\u00eb konsumimit t\u00eb vaktit mbret\u00ebron heshtja. Mund t\u00eb d\u00ebgjohet vet\u00ebm z\u00ebri i murgut, i cili lexon biografin\u00eb e shenjtorit t\u00eb dit\u00ebs ose ndonj\u00eb tekst me porosi nga et\u00ebrit e lasht\u00eb ose t\u00eb rinj.<\/p>\n

Dita mbyllet me Dark\u00ebn<\/em>, kur lexohet Akathist<\/em> para ikon\u00ebs s\u00eb N\u00ebn\u00ebs s\u00eb Zotit. N\u00eb muzgun e kish\u00ebs shihen vet\u00ebm kandilat e ndezur dhe d\u00ebgjohet thirrja e lavd\u00ebrueshme e priftit: “G\u00ebzohu nuse e pamartuar!”. Sh\u00ebrbimi p\u00ebrfundon me nj\u00eb p\u00ebrkulje para ikonave dhe bekimit t\u00eb fundit nga abati. Nd\u00ebrsa dielli nxiton drejt per\u00ebndimit, murgjit n\u00eb qelit\u00eb e tyre p\u00ebrgjigjen p\u00ebrpara Zotit p\u00ebr mendimet dhe veprat e tyre, duke i pastruar p\u00ebrmes lot\u00ebve t\u00eb gjitha gjurm\u00ebt q\u00eb m\u00ebkati ka ngulitur n\u00eb zemrat e tyre gjat\u00eb dit\u00ebs, i cili tashm\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb zhdukur.<\/p>\n

Duke kaluar nat\u00ebn n\u00eb meditim dhe lutje, murgjit e p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndesin dit\u00ebn e re me nj\u00eb k\u00ebng\u00eb kishtare: “Duke u zgjuar nga gjumi, T\u00eb p\u00ebrulemi, O i \u00cbmb\u00ebl, dhe Ty t\u00eb k\u00ebndojm\u00eb nj\u00eb k\u00ebng\u00eb engj\u00ebllore, I Fort\u00eb: I Shenjt\u00eb, i Shenjt\u00eb, i Shenjt\u00eb je, Zot. Pas lutjeve t\u00eb N\u00ebn\u00ebs s\u00eb Zotit na m\u00ebshiro!”<\/p>\n

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\u00cbsht\u00eb ora pes\u00eb e m\u00ebngjesit dhe n\u00eb kish\u00eb bie k\u00ebmbana e m\u00ebngjesit. \u00cbsht\u00eb koha p\u00ebr: ,,Lavdi Trinis\u00eb s\u00eb Shenjt\u00eb, Unike, Jet\u00ebdh\u00ebn\u00ebse dhe t\u00eb Pandashme” – fillimi i Gjasht\u00eb Psalmeve. K\u00ebto jan\u00eb momentet m\u00eb t\u00eb shenjta t\u00eb Sh\u00ebrbimit t\u00eb M\u00ebngjesit<\/em>. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb koha e Gjykimit t\u00eb Drejt\u00eb dhe lum ata q\u00eb kan\u00eb drit\u00ebn e b\u00ebmir\u00ebsis\u00eb, sepse ata do t\u00eb q\u00ebndrojn\u00eb n\u00eb drit\u00eb edhe gjat\u00eb mbr\u00ebmjes. “Per\u00ebndia \u00ebsht\u00eb Zot dhe ai na u shfaq. Lum ai q\u00eb vjen n\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb Zotit.” Katizma, psalme, k\u00ebng\u00eb kishtare dhe kanone kushtuar shenjtor\u00ebve t\u00eb dit\u00ebs, atyre q\u00eb me besimin dhe dashurin\u00eb e tyre ia dor\u00ebzuan jet\u00ebn Atij q\u00eb do t\u00eb thot\u00eb jet\u00eb dhe dashuri – Zotit Jezus.<\/p>\n

Sh\u00ebrbesa p\u00ebrfundon me Liturgjin\u00eb Hyjnore<\/em>, e cila \u00ebsht\u00eb kurora e lutjeve t\u00eb dit\u00ebs dhe t\u00eb nat\u00ebs. Duket sikur derdh p\u00ebrul\u00ebsi, p\u00ebrmes z\u00ebrave t\u00eb but\u00eb dhe lut\u00ebs t\u00eb psalmeve dhe prift\u00ebrinjve. N\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet got\u00ebs s\u00eb Shenjt\u00eb, Zoti i fton t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb marrin pjes\u00eb n\u00eb Dark\u00ebn e Tij t\u00eb Fsheht\u00eb, por paralajm\u00ebron: “Pastrojini zemrat tuaja n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet pendimit, rr\u00ebfeni m\u00ebkatet tuaja p\u00ebrpara Peshkopit”. Vet\u00ebm ata q\u00eb i afrohen Trupit dhe Gjakut t\u00eb Krishtit me nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrgjegje t\u00eb past\u00ebr mund t\u00eb fitojn\u00eb jet\u00eb n\u00eb Krishtin.<\/p>\n

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\u0412Koha n\u00eb manastirin Bigorski kalon shpejt. Mrekullia e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb se si net\u00ebt z\u00ebvend\u00ebsojn\u00eb dit\u00ebt dhe vjen fundi i jav\u00ebs. Kur monastizmi jetohet v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, at\u00ebher\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb jet\u00eb q\u00eb i kap\u00ebrcen ligjet e natyr\u00ebs, \u00ebsht\u00eb martirizim i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Prandaj Zoti, q\u00eb ekziston p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb, u jep murgjve shpres\u00eb p\u00ebr amshim dhe ringjallje p\u00ebr at\u00eb jet\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrkohshme dhe jet\u00ebshkurt\u00ebr martirizimi. \u00c7do murg jeton p\u00ebr ringjalljen. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb arsyeja pse Pashka \u00ebsht\u00eb festa m\u00eb e shenjt\u00eb, m\u00eb e par\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme n\u00eb manastir, kur gjith\u00e7ka frymon me Ngjalljen e Krishtit. Dhe si\u00e7 k\u00ebndohet n\u00eb sh\u00ebrbes\u00ebn e Pashk\u00ebve: “Pashka, Pashka e Zotit, dhe p\u00ebrs\u00ebri do t\u00eb them, Pashk\u00eb, n\u00eb lavdin\u00eb e Trinis\u00eb s\u00eb Shenjt\u00eb. Pashka, kalimi nga err\u00ebsira n\u00eb drit\u00eb. Pashk\u00eb, \u00e7lirim nga ferri. Pashk\u00eb, ngjitje nga toka n\u00eb qiell. Pashka, kalimi nga vdekja n\u00eb jet\u00eb. Pashka, p\u00ebr besimtar\u00ebt jet\u0430 \u0435 v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. \u00cbsht\u00eb prehje e shpirtit, drita e syve, but\u00ebsia e fjal\u00ebs, \u00ebsht\u00eb admirim, g\u00ebzim, paqe…”
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Dit\u00eb e nat\u00eb, n\u00eb jet\u00ebn e tij, murgu largohet nga tok\u00ebsorja dhe i afrohet qiellores. \u00cbsht\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb e mrekullueshme p\u00ebr t’u ngritur. Me gjith\u00eb shqet\u00ebsimet e shumta t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj bote q\u00eb vendosen si kurthe n\u00eb jet\u00ebn monastike, prap se prap ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb jet\u00eb q\u00eb shkon drejt synimeve m\u00eb t\u00eb larta shpirt\u00ebrore. Varf\u00ebria, virgj\u00ebria dhe bindja jan\u00eb synimet e pandryshueshme t\u00eb \u00e7do murgu q\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqet t’i arrij\u00eb ato me lutje, pun\u00eb dhe agj\u00ebrim.<\/p>\n

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Puna \u00ebsht\u00eb pjes\u00eb e pandashme e jet\u00ebs s\u00eb \u00e7do murgu n\u00eb manastirin Bigorski. Nj\u00ebri punon n\u00eb ar\u00eb, tjetri n\u00eb kopsht, i treti n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb, i kat\u00ebrti nd\u00ebrton\u2026 \u00c7far\u00ebdo detyrimi q\u00eb t\u00eb ket\u00eb murgu, ai vazhdimisht th\u00ebrret Krishtin Dh\u00ebnd\u00ebr, duke th\u00ebn\u00eb me z\u00eb t\u00eb ul\u00ebt: “Zot Jezu Krisht, m\u00eb m\u00ebshiro mua!”<\/p>\n

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Nd\u00ebrsa lutja rrjedh vazhdimisht, e gjith\u00eb natyra rreth manastirit t\u00eb Pararend\u00ebsit, me panjet e larta dhe g\u00ebshtenjat, si udh\u00ebtregues drejt qiellit, s\u00eb bashku me \u00e7ezmat, pyjet dhe lumin p\u00ebshp\u00ebrisin: “Haleluja…” Dhe si gjithmon\u00eb, nga kupola e tempullit t\u00eb manastirit, e cila mbikqyr\u00eb gjelb\u00ebrimin, i Plotfuqishmi nuk pushon s\u00eb bekuari dhe iu dhuron pushim t\u00eb gjall\u00ebve dhe t\u00eb vdekurve dhe t\u2019iu jap\u00eb ngush\u00ebllim e shpres\u00eb njer\u00ebzve.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Murgu \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri q\u00eb nuk p\u00ebrzihet me njer\u00ebzit, por komunikon vazhdimisht me Zotin Nj\u00eb. Duke shikuar, shihet, duke dashur, \u00ebsht\u00eb i dashur; b\u00ebhet drit\u00eb, ndri\u00e7ohet n\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb pap\u00ebrshkrueshme. Kur b\u00ebhet i famsh\u00ebm larg, e konsideron veten m\u00eb t\u00eb varf\u00ebr dhe duke u afruar me t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, mbetet i huaj. Oh, nj\u00eb mrekulli,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"page-bigorski.php","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"wprm-recipe-roundup-name":"","wprm-recipe-roundup-description":"","ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-100462","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bigorski.org.mk\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/100462","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bigorski.org.mk\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bigorski.org.mk\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bigorski.org.mk\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bigorski.org.mk\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=100462"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/bigorski.org.mk\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/100462\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bigorski.org.mk\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=100462"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}