Sot, kur klepaloja e m\u00ebngjesit n\u00eb Bigor p\u00ebrhapi thirrjen e saj n\u00eb heshtjen pyjore t\u00eb Bistr\u00ebs, ajo nuk shpalli vet\u00ebm fillimin e nj\u00eb dite t\u00eb re. Ajo lajm\u00ebroi fillimin e nj\u00eb jete t\u00eb re. Sepse e H\u00ebna e Past\u00ebr nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb e zakonshme; ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb prag i shenjt\u00eb, nj\u00eb kalim i fsheht\u00eb, hapi i par\u00eb i shpirtit drejt Ngjalljes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb manastirin ton\u00eb, kjo dit\u00eb u prit si\u00e7 pritet di\u00e7ka e shenjt\u00eb: me heshtje lut\u00ebse, me drith\u00ebrim\u00eb t\u00eb zemr\u00ebs, me nj\u00eb rrept\u00ebsi t\u00eb g\u00ebzueshme; me tempullin t\u00eb mbushur deri n\u00eb vendin e fundit, e megjithat\u00eb t\u00eb zhytur n\u00eb paqe t\u00eb thell\u00eb dhe pendim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb, si dhurata m\u00eb e madhe nga qielli, u d\u00ebgjua Kanoni i Madh i Pendimit i sh\u00ebn Andreas s\u00eb Kret\u00ebs \u2013 ajo lum\u00eb i zjarrt\u00eb i p\u00ebrunj\u00ebsis\u00eb q\u00eb e b\u00ebn shpirtin t\u00eb qaj\u00eb n\u00eb thell\u00ebsit\u00eb e tij m\u00eb t\u00eb fshehta. V\u00ebllez\u00ebrit murgj dhe besimtar\u00ebt q\u00ebndronin n\u00eb gjysm\u00eberr\u00ebsir\u00ebn e kish\u00ebs, me kokat e p\u00ebrkulura dhe zemrat e hapura, duke d\u00ebgjuar fjal\u00ebt e shenjtit, t\u00eb cilat, t\u00eb shqiptuara nga z\u00ebri i but\u00eb dhe drith\u00ebrues i Plakut, Hir\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb Tij, Episkopit t\u00eb Antanis\u00eb, z. Partenij, jehonin si goditje kambane mbi nd\u00ebrgjegje:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cPrej nga t\u00eb filloj t\u00eb vajtoj veprat e jet\u00ebs sime t\u00eb mjer\u00eb? \u00c7\u2019fillim t\u2019i v\u00eb sot lotimit tim?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe secili prej nesh, n\u00eb heshtjen e qenies s\u00eb vet t\u00eb brendshme, e njohu veten n\u00eb at\u00eb britm\u00eb \u2013 jo si britm\u00eb d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimi, por si britm\u00eb shprese, sepse ajo i drejtohet Atij q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb i vetmi i gatsh\u00ebm t\u00eb fal\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Himnografia e k\u00ebsaj dite na zbulon se agj\u00ebrimi nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb mohimi, por sh\u00ebrimi. \u201cLe ta fillojm\u00eb koh\u00ebn e shenjt\u00eb t\u00eb agj\u00ebrimit me g\u00ebzim,\u201d k\u00ebndon Kisha. \u201cLe t\u00eb shk\u00eblqejm\u00eb me drit\u00ebn e urdh\u00ebrimeve t\u00eb shenjta t\u00eb Krishtit: me drit\u00ebn e dashuris\u00eb dhe me shk\u00eblqimin e lutjes, me fuqin\u00eb e guximit t\u00eb mir\u00eb dhe me past\u00ebrtin\u00eb e shenjt\u00ebris\u00eb!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7far\u00eb poezie frym\u00ebzuese! Agj\u00ebrimi nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb; ai \u00ebsht\u00eb veshje me petka drite. Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb shkretim, por ecje drejt Ngjalljes, drejt Dit\u00ebs s\u00eb Tret\u00eb q\u00eb \u201ci ndriti bot\u00ebs me lavdin\u00eb e jet\u00ebs s\u00eb p\u00ebrjetshme.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe kush mund t\u00eb mbetet i ftoht\u00eb p\u00ebrpara k\u00ebtyre fjal\u00ebve q\u00eb na th\u00ebrrasin dhe na ngush\u00ebllojn\u00eb nj\u00ebkoh\u00ebsisht? Kanoni i m\u00ebngjesores shtron pyetjen p\u00ebr \u00e7do shpirt njer\u00ebzor: \u201cSi t\u00eb filloj t\u00eb vajtoj r\u00ebniet e mia? Ku \u00ebsht\u00eb fillimi i shp\u00ebtimit?\u201d Por menj\u00ebher\u00eb vjen p\u00ebrgjigjja: \u201cKjo \u00ebsht\u00eb koha e pendimit. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb dita e shp\u00ebtimit. Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb fillimi i agj\u00ebrimit. Zgjohu, o shpirti im! Mbylle der\u00ebn e pasioneve t\u00eb tua dhe k\u00ebrko Zotin.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mbylle der\u00ebn e pasioneve t\u00eb tua. Sa e thjesht\u00eb kjo urdh\u00ebres\u00eb, e megjithat\u00eb sa e thell\u00eb! Sepse e gjith\u00eb jeta shpirt\u00ebrore \u00ebsht\u00eb mbyllja e nj\u00eb dere dhe hapja e nj\u00eb tjetre: mbyllja e der\u00ebs s\u00eb shp\u00ebrqendrimit, murmuritjes, pak\u00ebnaq\u00ebsis\u00eb dhe egoizmit; dhe hapja e der\u00ebs s\u00eb heshtjes, lutjes dhe kujdesit p\u00ebr t\u00eb af\u00ebrmin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Himnografi na kujton edhe shembujt e lasht\u00eb: \u201cQerreja e zjarrt\u00eb e mori Ilian, t\u00eb forcuar me agj\u00ebrim. Me agj\u00ebrim, Moisiu pa mistere t\u00eb pashprehshme.\u201d Agj\u00ebrimi \u00ebsht\u00eb vizion. Ai i pastron syt\u00eb e shpirtit q\u00eb t\u00eb shoh\u00eb Krishtin. Sepse Adami h\u00ebngri dhe u p\u00ebrzun\u00eb nga Parajsa; nd\u00ebrsa ne e pranojm\u00eb agj\u00ebrimin me g\u00ebzim, duke iu lutur Zotit t\u00eb na b\u00ebj\u00eb t\u00eb denj\u00eb p\u00ebr pendim t\u00eb p\u00ebrsosur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe n\u00eb mes t\u00eb gjith\u00eb k\u00ebsaj rrept\u00ebsie t\u00eb shenjt\u00eb, gjithmon\u00eb q\u00ebndron but\u00ebsia e N\u00ebn\u00ebs. \u201cDhurona m\u00ebshir\u00ebn t\u00ebnde, o Hyjlind\u00ebse, burim i dhembshuris\u00eb s\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl,\u201d k\u00ebndon Kisha. \u201cShiko popullin q\u00eb ka m\u00ebkatuar dhe tregona, si gjithmon\u00eb, fuqin\u00eb t\u00ebnde.\u201d Edhe v\u00ebllaz\u00ebria jon\u00eb, n\u00eb heshtjen e k\u00ebsaj dite t\u00eb par\u00eb t\u00eb agj\u00ebrimit, i drejtohet me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn lutje t\u00eb Shenjt\u00ebs M\u00eb t\u00eb Shenjt\u00eb: q\u00eb t\u00eb na mbuloj\u00eb me Mbrojtjen e saj, t\u00eb na shoq\u00ebroj\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekje dyzetditore dhe t\u00eb na udh\u00ebheq\u00eb drejt agimit t\u00eb g\u00ebzuesh\u00ebm t\u00eb Ngjalljes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sepse agj\u00ebrimi nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb q\u00ebllim n\u00eb vetvete; ai \u00ebsht\u00eb rrug\u00eb. Dhe rruga e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb \u00e7on drejt Pashk\u00ebs s\u00eb Shenjt\u00eb \u2013 drejt takimit me t\u00eb Ngjallurin, drejt jet\u00ebs q\u00eb nuk ka mbarim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cT\u00eb veshur me petkat e ndritshme t\u00eb agj\u00ebrimit, le t\u00eb zhveshim petkat e err\u00ebta dhe t\u00eb trishta t\u00eb shthurjes, q\u00eb me besim t\u00eb shohim Mundimin e ndritsh\u00ebm t\u00eb Shp\u00ebtimtarit.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Qoft\u00eb i bekuar ky udh\u00ebtim i shenjt\u00eb. Zoti na dh\u00ebnt\u00eb forc\u00eb ta p\u00ebrshkojm\u00eb me g\u00ebzim, durim dhe dashuri. Amin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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