Ka net n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat koha duket sikur pushon s\u00eb matura me or\u00eb dhe fillon t\u00eb matet me lutje; net n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat tok\u00ebsorja t\u00ebrhiqet p\u00ebrpara qiellores, nd\u00ebrsa zemra njer\u00ebzore, e \u00e7liruar qoft\u00eb edhe p\u00ebr nj\u00eb \u00e7ast nga zhurma e gj\u00ebrave kalimtare, ndien se q\u00ebndron p\u00ebrpara nj\u00eb realiteti tjet\u00ebr, m\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb but\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
E till\u00eb ishte kjo nat\u00eb e bekuar e Fjetjes s\u00eb Hyjlind\u00ebses n\u00eb shenjt\u00ebroren e lasht\u00eb t\u00eb N\u00ebn\u00ebs s\u00eb Per\u00ebndis\u00eb \u2013 Manastirin e Hyjlind\u00ebses s\u00eb T\u00ebr\u00ebshenjt\u00eb \u2013 Pre\u00e7ista<\/strong>, pran\u00eb K\u00ebr\u00e7ov\u00ebs. N\u00ebn mbules\u00ebn e saj am\u00ebnore, n\u00eb kish\u00ebn e shenjt\u00ebruar nga lutje, lot dhe shpresa shekullore, u ndie ajo prani e heshtur dhe e patregueshme e Mbret\u00ebresh\u00ebs N\u00ebn\u00eb, e Cila edhe n\u00eb Fjetjen e saj t\u00eb nderuar nuk e braktis bot\u00ebn, por e p\u00ebrqafon at\u00eb edhe m\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm me nd\u00ebrmjetimet e saj p\u00ebrpara fronit t\u00eb Birit dhe Per\u00ebndis\u00eb s\u00eb saj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Me bekimin e Jerond\u00ebs dhe igumenit ton\u00eb t\u00eb dashur, Hir\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb Tij, Episkopit t\u00eb Antanis\u00eb z. Partenij, n\u00eb Pre\u00e7ista u mblodh e gjith\u00eb familja monastike e Bigorskit, Raj\u00e7ic\u00ebs dhe Pre\u00e7ist\u00ebs, s\u00eb bashku me nj\u00eb num\u00ebr t\u00eb madh besimtar\u00ebsh t\u00eb devotsh\u00ebm nga vise t\u00eb ndryshme, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb shenjt\u00ebrorja shtat\u00ebshekullore u gjall\u00ebrua s\u00ebrish n\u00eb plot\u00ebsin\u00eb e dinjitetit t\u00eb saj t\u00eb lasht\u00eb lut\u00ebsor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n P\u00ebr gati kat\u00ebrmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb or\u00eb, nga mbr\u00ebmja e hershme deri n\u00eb or\u00ebt e mesdit\u00ebs, lutja ngrihej pareshtur drejt N\u00ebn\u00ebs s\u00eb Per\u00ebndis\u00eb, Nd\u00ebrmjet\u00ebsueses s\u00eb palodhur t\u00eb gjinis\u00eb s\u00eb krishter\u00eb. Jerondai yn\u00eb i dashur kryesoi pa u lodhur t\u00eb gjith\u00eb sh\u00ebrbes\u00ebn e Agripnis\u00eb, duke e sjell\u00eb me lutje popullin e mbledhur p\u00ebrpara Pranis\u00eb s\u00eb s\u00eb T\u00ebr\u00ebkulluar\u00ebs, nd\u00ebrsa n\u00eb p\u00ebrfundim kryesoi Liturgjin\u00eb e Shenjt\u00eb Hyjnore, n\u00eb bashk\u00ebsh\u00ebrbim me v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit klerik\u00eb t\u00eb Manastirit t\u00eb Bigorskit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Agripnia dal\u00ebngadal\u00eb u shnd\u00ebrrua n\u00eb nj\u00eb sh\u00ebrbes\u00eb madh\u00ebshtore t\u00eb shenjt\u00eb t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb dhe mir\u00ebnjohjes. Pas Mbr\u00ebm\u00ebsores festive dhe lutjeve t\u00eb gjata gjat\u00eb nat\u00ebs, n\u00eb Utrenin u nxor Epitafi i Hyjlind\u00ebses. P\u00ebrpara figur\u00ebs s\u00eb saj t\u00eb shenjt\u00eb, murgjit dhe populli besimtar k\u00ebnduan me p\u00ebrshpirtshm\u00ebri Stasit\u00eb e Fjetjes, duke soditur misterin e atij gjumi t\u00eb lumur, i cili p\u00ebr N\u00ebn\u00ebn e Per\u00ebndis\u00eb u b\u00eb kalim nga toka n\u00eb Qiell, nga jeta e p\u00ebrkohshme n\u00eb lavdin\u00eb e amshuar pran\u00eb Birit t\u00eb saj Hyjnor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nj\u00eb madh\u00ebshti t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb sh\u00ebrbes\u00ebs i dha prania e korit me fam\u00eb bot\u00ebrore t\u00eb muzik\u00ebs kishtare bizantine-orthodhokse \u201cTropos\u201d<\/strong>, i cili p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb mbushi qemeret e kish\u00ebs s\u00eb Pre\u00e7ist\u00ebs me psalmodin\u00eb e tij t\u00eb thell\u00eb, lut\u00ebsore dhe t\u00eb p\u00ebrsosur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I drejtuar nga dirigjenti i shquar dhe profesori i muzik\u00ebs kishtare bizantine, z. Konstantinos Angelidis, kori \u201cTropos\u201d nuk ishte thjesht nj\u00eb zbukurim muzikor i fest\u00ebs, por nj\u00eb sh\u00ebrbyes i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb lut\u00ebsor i misterit t\u00eb saj. Me disiplin\u00eb t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme, fisnik\u00ebri shprehjeje dhe njohje t\u00eb thell\u00eb t\u00eb Tradit\u00ebs s\u00eb psalmodis\u00eb bizantine, an\u00ebtar\u00ebt e tij i shnd\u00ebrronin melodit\u00eb e lashta kishtare n\u00eb lutje hirplote, duke e udh\u00ebhequr kuvendin drejt atij lart\u00ebsimi dhe soditjeje t\u00eb brendshme, n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn njeriu nuk d\u00ebgjon m\u00eb vet\u00ebm melodin\u00eb, por edhe thell\u00ebsin\u00eb dhe misterin q\u00eb ajo mbart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Me ta, n\u00eb nj\u00eb harmoni t\u00eb mrekullueshme lut\u00ebsore, k\u00ebnduan edhe psalt\u00ebt e korit \u201cMitropoliti Kozma i Pre\u00e7ist\u00ebs\u201d<\/strong> nga K\u00ebr\u00e7ova, si dhe kori i Bigorskit, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb t\u00eb dy kliros\u00ebt, t\u00eb bashkuar n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn frym\u00eb lutjeje, krijuan nj\u00eb doxologji t\u00eb fuqishme dhe dinjitoze drejtuar Hyjlind\u00ebses s\u00eb T\u00ebr\u00ebshenjt\u00eb. Z\u00ebrat e ndrysh\u00ebm u b\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb lutje e vetme, nd\u00ebrsa kisha \u2013 nj\u00eb zem\u00ebr e madhe q\u00eb rrihte sipas ritmit t\u00eb Tradit\u00ebs shekullore orthodhokse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pas p\u00ebrfundimit t\u00eb Utrenit u krye nj\u00eb litani solemne rreth kish\u00ebs me Epitafin e Hyjlind\u00ebses, e shoq\u00ebruar me k\u00ebndim lut\u00ebsor dhe me sh\u00ebrbes\u00ebn e Ajazm\u00ebs, nd\u00ebrsa rrezet e para t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit ndri\u00e7onin kompleksin e manastirit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n N\u00eb at\u00eb \u00e7ast, pas or\u00ebve t\u00eb gjata t\u00eb Agripnis\u00eb, lodhja trupore dukej sikur zhdukej p\u00ebrpara g\u00ebzimit shpirt\u00ebror. Ndihej sikur e gjith\u00eb natyra p\u00ebrreth shenjt\u00ebrores s\u00eb lasht\u00eb t\u00eb Pre\u00e7ist\u00ebs bashkohej me doxologjin\u00eb festive t\u00eb Asaj q\u00eb Kisha e quan \u201cN\u00ebna e Jet\u00ebs\u201d<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kurora e Agripnis\u00eb s\u00eb gjith\u00eb nat\u00ebs ishte, natyrisht, Liturgjia Hyjnore Arkieratike, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e kryesoi Hir\u00ebsia e Tij, Episkopi z. Partenij.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pas leximit t\u00eb Ungjillit t\u00eb Shenjt\u00eb, Jerondai yn\u00eb i dashur iu drejtua t\u00eb pranishm\u00ebve me nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb t\u00eb frym\u00ebzuar dhe thelb\u00ebsore kushtuar Zonj\u00ebs son\u00eb t\u00eb T\u00ebr\u00ebshenjt\u00eb Hyjlind\u00ebse dhe misterit t\u00eb Fjetjes s\u00eb saj t\u00eb nderuar. Fjal\u00ebt e tij e drejtuan s\u00ebrish v\u00ebmendjen e besimtar\u00ebve drejt asaj dashurie dhe p\u00ebrul\u00ebsie t\u00eb pakufishme me t\u00eb cilat Hyjlind\u00ebsja iu dor\u00ebzua Per\u00ebndis\u00eb, duke u b\u00ebr\u00eb, n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet bindjes dhe past\u00ebrtis\u00eb s\u00eb saj, N\u00ebna e Birit t\u00eb mish\u00ebruar t\u00eb Per\u00ebndis\u00eb dhe, n\u00eb T\u00eb, N\u00ebna shpirt\u00ebrore e mbar\u00eb gjinis\u00eb njer\u00ebzore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Fjetja e Hyjlind\u00ebses, n\u00eb frym\u00ebn e p\u00ebrvoj\u00ebs s\u00eb Kish\u00ebs, nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb fund i trishtuar, por nj\u00eb fest\u00eb e fitores s\u00eb jet\u00ebs mbi vdekjen; kalimi i s\u00eb T\u00ebr\u00ebkulluar\u00ebs nga tok\u00ebsorja n\u00eb qiellore dhe siguria se q\u00ebllimi p\u00ebrfundimtar i njeriut nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb varri, por bashk\u00ebsia e amshuar me Per\u00ebndin\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pas p\u00ebrfundimit t\u00eb Liturgjis\u00eb Hyjnore, Jerondai shprehu p\u00ebrs\u00ebri g\u00ebzimin e tij t\u00eb thell\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb kuvend t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonsh\u00ebm lut\u00ebsor \u2013 nj\u00eb g\u00ebzim i cili, si\u00e7 theksoi ai, nuk ishte vet\u00ebm i tij dhe i bashk\u00ebsis\u00eb monastike, por edhe g\u00ebzimi i vet\u00eb shenjt\u00ebrores s\u00eb lasht\u00eb t\u00eb Pre\u00e7ist\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kjo sht\u00ebpi shtat\u00ebshekullore e N\u00ebn\u00ebs s\u00eb Per\u00ebndis\u00eb, e cila p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb shekujve ka pranuar lutje, psher\u00ebtima, fal\u00ebnderime dhe lot t\u00eb panum\u00ebrt njer\u00ebzor\u00eb, mbr\u00ebmjen e kaluar hapi s\u00ebrish p\u00ebrqafimin e saj p\u00ebr nj\u00eb kuvend kaq t\u00eb madh dhe t\u00eb bekuar dhe, si nj\u00eb N\u00ebn\u00eb, i pranoi dhe i bekoi t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata q\u00eb me besim erdh\u00ebn n\u00ebn mbrojtjen e saj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Me mir\u00ebnjohje t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb Jerondai iu drejtua an\u00ebtar\u00ebve t\u00eb korit \u201cTropos\u201d, duke theksuar sakrific\u00ebn e madhe q\u00eb ata b\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb t\u00eb pranish\u00ebm dhe p\u00ebr ta pasuruar kaq fuqish\u00ebm Agripnin\u00eb festive me psalmodin\u00eb e tyre qiellore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mir\u00ebnjohja e tij iu drejtua ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht dirigjentit t\u00eb tyre, profesorit z. Konstantinos Angelidis, dashuria e t\u00eb cilit p\u00ebr muzik\u00ebn kishtare, p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsia e lart\u00eb artistike dhe besnik\u00ebria ndaj Tradit\u00ebs muzikore bizantine u ndien n\u00eb \u00e7do varg t\u00eb k\u00ebnduar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ai i fal\u00ebnderoi nga zemra edhe psalt\u00ebt e korit \u201cMitropoliti Kozma i Pre\u00e7ist\u00ebs\u201d, si dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata q\u00eb me mundin dhe dhuntin\u00eb e tyre kontribuuan n\u00eb bukurin\u00eb e sh\u00ebrbes\u00ebs hyjnore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Fjal\u00eb t\u00eb ve\u00e7anta mir\u00ebnjohjeje dhe dashurie Jerondai i drejtoi edhe besimtarit t\u00eb devotsh\u00ebm z. Goran Mojsoski, bamir\u00ebs i shenjt\u00ebrores s\u00eb Pre\u00e7ist\u00ebs. Duke kujtuar fjal\u00ebt e Ungjillit se njeriu i mir\u00eb \u201cnga thesari i mir\u00eb i zemr\u00ebs s\u00eb vet nxjerr t\u00eb mir\u00ebn\u201d, Episkopi theksoi se bujaria e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb nuk matet sipas sasis\u00eb s\u00eb pasuris\u00eb materiale, por sipas gjer\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb zemr\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Edhe pse vet\u00eb nuk disponon me boll\u00ebk t\u00eb madh material, z. Mojsoski, me dashuri dhe vet\u00ebflijim, gjeti forc\u00ebn t\u00eb p\u00ebrballoj\u00eb shpenzimet p\u00ebr punimin e ikonostasit t\u00eb ri e t\u00eb mrekulluesh\u00ebm t\u00eb kish\u00ebs \u2013 nj\u00eb kryevep\u00ebr e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb dhe unike, e cila prej tani e tutje do t\u00eb mbetet si nj\u00eb ofert\u00eb e p\u00ebrhershme p\u00ebr N\u00ebn\u00ebn e Per\u00ebndis\u00eb dhe si d\u00ebshmi e besimit dhe dashuris\u00eb s\u00eb nj\u00eb njeriu, por edhe t\u00eb nj\u00eb brezi t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb, ndaj sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb saj t\u00eb shenjt\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n P\u00ebrpara fal\u00ebnderimeve p\u00ebrfundimtare t\u00eb Jerond\u00ebs, iu drejtua kryetarja e Manastirit, murgesha Haritina, e cila n\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb mot\u00ebris\u00eb i shprehu fjal\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrzem\u00ebrta mir\u00ebnjohjeje:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cHir\u00ebsia Juaj, Jerondai yn\u00eb i dashur,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Sot, pas Agripnis\u00eb s\u00eb gjith\u00eb nat\u00ebs, kur Manastiri i Pre\u00e7ist\u00ebs \u00ebsht\u00eb mbushur me lutje dhe hir, d\u00ebshirojm\u00eb t\u2019Ju ofrojm\u00eb nj\u00eb dhurat\u00eb tep\u00ebr modeste, por simbolike \u2013 nj\u00eb paraqitje t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb pritjes s\u00eb Hyjlind\u00ebses s\u00eb T\u00ebr\u00ebshenjt\u00eb n\u00eb Malin e Shenjt\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n N\u00eb t\u00eb ne shohim simbolikisht edhe fillimin e nj\u00eb mrekullie shpirt\u00ebrore q\u00eb Per\u00ebndia na e dhuroi: ardhjen dhe vendosjen Tuaj n\u00eb Manastirin e Bigorskit n\u00eb vitin 1995. Q\u00eb nga ajo koh\u00eb, sikur nisi t\u00eb zbulohej s\u00ebrish prania e Hyjlind\u00ebses s\u00eb T\u00ebr\u00ebshenjt\u00eb n\u00eb Malin ton\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb Shenjt\u00eb \u2013 n\u00eb manastiret q\u00eb, n\u00ebn udh\u00ebheqjen Tuaj shpirt\u00ebrore, po ringjallen, duke u mbushur me lutje, sakrific\u00eb dhe dashuri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ju fal\u00ebnderojm\u00eb q\u00eb i soll\u00ebt popullit ton\u00eb nj\u00eb drit\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn mund ta shohim p\u00ebrs\u00ebri mir\u00ebsin\u00eb e Per\u00ebndis\u00eb \u2013 nj\u00eb drit\u00eb q\u00eb p\u00ebrmes Kryqit \u00e7on drejt Ngjalljes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Themi \u201cp\u00ebrs\u00ebri\u201d, sepse duhej nj\u00eb \u201cpo\u201d e past\u00ebr dhe vendimtare q\u00eb, pas nj\u00eb kohe kaq t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, drita e Krishtit t\u00eb shp\u00ebrthente p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb k\u00ebto troje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ju fal\u00ebnderojm\u00eb edhe p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb fest\u00eb t\u00eb shenjt\u00eb, p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb Agripni dhe p\u00ebr hirin me t\u00eb cilin Pre\u00e7ista sot u mbush me boll\u00ebk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n G\u00ebzohemi q\u00eb, n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet Jush, ndihma am\u00ebnore e Hyjlind\u00ebses s\u00eb T\u00ebr\u00ebshenjt\u00eb erdhi si tek ne, ashtu edhe te populli yn\u00eb. Dhe me gjith\u00eb zem\u00ebr e lusim q\u00eb kjo ndihm\u00eb t\u00eb mbetet me ne, me manastiret tona dhe me popullin ton\u00eb \u2013 p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n P\u00ebr shum\u00eb vjet, Jeronda! Hyjlind\u00ebsja e T\u00ebr\u00ebshenjt\u00eb Ju mbuloft\u00eb me omoforin e saj t\u00eb shenjt\u00eb am\u00ebnor dhe Ju forcoft\u00eb n\u00eb vepr\u00ebn Tuaj t\u00eb shenjt\u00eb.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n M\u00eb pas, si shprehje mir\u00ebnjohjeje nga e gjith\u00eb mot\u00ebria, murgesha Haritina i dhuroi Jerond\u00ebs nj\u00eb ikon\u00eb unike \u2013 nj\u00eb paraqitje t\u00eb pritjes s\u00eb Hyjlind\u00ebses s\u00eb T\u00ebr\u00ebshenjt\u00eb n\u00eb Malin e Shenjt\u00eb Athos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n N\u00eb fund, Jerondai i fal\u00ebnderoi t\u00eb gjith\u00eb besimtar\u00ebt dhe pelegrin\u00ebt e pranish\u00ebm, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt me k\u00ebmb\u00ebnguljen, lutjen, dashurin\u00eb dhe durimin e tyre q\u00ebndruan t\u00eb bashkuar me sh\u00ebrbes\u00ebn gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb nat\u00ebs. Pik\u00ebrisht pjes\u00ebmarrja e tyre lut\u00ebsore, s\u00eb bashku me kuvendin monastik dhe psalt\u00ebt, e shnd\u00ebrroi k\u00ebt\u00eb Agripni n\u00eb nj\u00eb kremtim t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebt \u2013 n\u00eb nj\u00eb nat\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn Qielli dukej jasht\u00ebzakonisht pran\u00eb tok\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dhe kur, pas Agripnis\u00eb tremb\u00ebdhjet\u00ebor\u00ebshe, lutjet e fundit liturgjike u ngrit\u00ebn drejt Per\u00ebndis\u00eb dhe drita e mesdit\u00ebs e mbuloi plot\u00ebsisht Pre\u00e7ist\u00ebn e lasht\u00eb, n\u00eb zemra mbeti nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb e thell\u00eb: se N\u00ebna e Per\u00ebndis\u00eb i kishte mbledhur s\u00ebrish bijt\u00eb e saj rreth vetes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sepse Fjetja e saj nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb ndarje. Varri i saj nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb vend mungese, por d\u00ebshmi e jet\u00ebs. Dhe dashuria e saj p\u00ebr bot\u00ebn nuk p\u00ebrfundon me kalimin e saj n\u00eb Qiej, por b\u00ebhet edhe m\u00eb e gjer\u00eb, edhe m\u00eb e af\u00ebrt dhe edhe m\u00eb am\u00ebnore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Prandaj Kisha, edhe n\u00eb nat\u00ebn e Fjetjes s\u00eb saj, nuk qan pa shpres\u00eb, por kremton.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dhe prandaj Pre\u00e7ista e lasht\u00eb dukej k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebngjes sikur jehonte me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn thirrje shekullore t\u00eb zemr\u00ebs orthodhokse:<\/p>\n\n\n\n O Hyjlind\u00ebse e T\u00ebr\u00ebshenjt\u00eb, shp\u00ebtona!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n